June 18, 2008: Denial

cancer surgery
June 18, 2008
Current mood:worried

I'm having a bad day today.  I met my surgeon, we ran some more tests...we've decided to have the surgery in a couple weeks.  I'm scared.  I will have to have chemo along with radiation.....I've decide that I'm in the "denial" stage and really want to be a trainwreck right now...but I'm going to keep it together.  Please pray for me.